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[ClingingToHope]

I went on the date and had a very good time and ... I just don't feel it.

Yes. I need to end it and I'm going to work on how to do it gracefully. There is another complication here. Her son actually goes to school with my 12-year-old. They are in different grades.

Still, she told me she asked her son if he knew my daughter. He doesn't. I have to be sensitive though to end this the right way because I don't want this to effect D12.

I wish I felt it for her. She's a nice person. I just don't.

I'm trying to figure out if it's because I'm still holding on to the dream of somehow getting XW back or if it's just her and this situation.

Yesterday, I spent about 15 minutes on the phone with XW, going over these medical bills. And she's very nice, and refuses to ask for everything she's entitled to because she knows my financial situation is tight. She tells me that she told the girls there's no money for anything fun the next two weeks even though she got paid yesterday.

So everything is a mess and my thoughts drift .... and I'd really would have just been with my family last night.

That being said, when I thought I had a chance with Church_31 this summer I jumped at the chance to meet her parents.

So again, I don't know if I'm stuck in the past or just not into this one person.