Truer words have not been spoken - Actions speak louder than words.

XH shows up again last night with OW and the show continues - hand holding / PDA. I agree with all of you - it relieves his soul to send "kinder" messages. My son has about 6 more games and I cannot wait until I do not have to see the spectacle any longer. I'm absolutely sick to death of my weekends being ruined by their public displays. I do not feel I am in control of the emotional reflex that flashes when he appears - but I am in control of what I do with it.

I hate how I feel right now!


M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time