Thanks ed. I did make that decision under the effects of pure emotional exhaustion the other night. I have since let go of that "rock" and I am now feeling releived to let the current take me where it may. A renewed awarness of God has also helped. That night I spoke to the big guy for the first time in many years. It does help.
Geesh, feel like a 15 year old girl sometimes with my emotions.
Me: 44 Bomb: 11/27/11 Divorced:6/12 Life goes on: 6/13