Hey KD still in LTR mode going on 3 months. I have done many 180 s thinking of some more but can't think of many. I know in the past when W would tell me something that I thought was wague I would go into full interrogation mode. I still struggle with it internally but have stopped completely. When she told me about BIL I would have asked tons of questions instead I said I was sorry to hear that and went about my business. Part of the problem is my work but have shut it down in personal life.
Went church and the young guy sat next to me again. After service we talked for half hour. He wanted to buy me breakfast since I did last time but I had other plans. TBH I did not feel like listening to his problems today. Hope it does not sound cold. I did talked to him again about DBing but he has not bought into it. I have offered him my book directed him To the boards but he is not interest. He TM his W last week breaking the restraining order and was threatened with incarceration. I was a bit direct and told him he did not look attractive, looks depressed and disheveled. Gave me a blank stare and said that he knew.
I think I needed some alone time today at the bay typing and enjoying the ocean
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
