My W and I had a night out on the town with friends. My W managed to get intoxicated again, but I did my best to go with the flow. The couple my W and I went out with our similar to us, as one is a free spirit and the other not so much.
When we got home my W climbed into bed and wanted sex. I decided I better make it my best effort, or else squander the opportunity. I managed to have an erection, but could not get to the state of arousal needed. She laid there without any response. I could have used some help. I told her that I needed to keep trying to get more comfortable. She called me a coward. I held her, and she pushed me away.
She is talking to me this morning. I plan to buy some condoms, to be ready for the next time. There will need to be a next time and a time after that and so on. It's time to move thru this issue. I think after two years of Piecing, I think it can be different this time around.
CL
CL 53 W 54 M 20 yrs. 03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL 10-14' Piecing
"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."
