2nd Thread - After almost 1 year, I keep going

[keep_going]

You guys are totally right. I should not let myself get sucked into this whole game. It all started with a simple, direct and polite email telling him he didn't need to tell me when OW was in town...

I am still so emotionally attached to everything he says to me. I am so worried about what he thinks. And my whole "disertation" yesterday was just my need to try to "prove" him that he left and I didn't stop trying.

Who cares what he thinks???????
So what if he re-invented history???

After all this time, I should just know better...

But enough about him.
I have been posting sooo much today due to the fact that I am "quarantined" with my kids with potty training of D3.

I am getting cabin fever and D3 has been acting out more than usual today. (She has been having a really rough time and getting very emotional and rebellious). She even hit D4 twice and took her toys away a few times.

I feel like this is getting out of control. She doesn't listen to me and time outs are not working. I feel a bit at my wits end with this. I just don't know how to help her anymore.
And it's also truly testing my patience.

Sorry - today I feel quite overwhelmed about everything. I can't wait for H to pick up the kids in an hour so I can go out, get fresh air.

And H - he is out looking for a new apt. with OW...