Then you need to call someone right now, is there a suicide hotline in your town/city? GET ON THE PHONE. You're in pain but pain goes away.
Let me start off by saying I wanted to take a moment and thank and respond to each one of you individually. I don't know how to do it in one post so there will be a few here.
Labug, THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart for just hearing me.I will always remember that. I do know the pain has gone away, in my past it always does. This just became overwhelming today as Ive been this way since October. Thats a pretty long time and Ig get I kind of 'broke' today
