waiting for the tides to change

[BFloat]

I can't even look at H when he's around. He came back w/ the kids about 230 and then was here for another hour looking for paperwork (for the bank). I didn't help him look for anything. I overheard him saying to S that he wanted him to call more often. I think to myself.. The telephone works 2 ways! H told me to call him if I needed any help w/ the kids during the week. I said ok and then went to hide in the kitchen as he was leaving.

I've had my little cry and now.. Back to GAL. Sleepover tonight at gf's place (kids are so excited) then tomorrow will be breakfast and parade.

This roller coaster of emotions is exhausting.