waiting for the tides to change

[purgatory]

You have a great friend!! You should make copies and keep them in your wallet, car, on the fridge, the bathroom....anywhere that you might have a crying session- so you can pull it out and remind yourself what a wonderful person/mom you are!!

So glad you put on some makeup and looked cute when H came over... the old saying: "put your *face* on" (in regards to putting on makeup), is really applicable to our sitchs! If we let ourselves look on the outside as we feel on the inside.... we would probably scare small children! Good job faking it!!!

Your H won't like hearing S ask him/say to him things about why he's not home... as much as he can ignore the hurt he's doing to you- he can't ignore the kids. Those comments will really stat to wear on him.

BTW, you really need to find a trader joes!! They have awesome food, and they make their own unique ice cream flavors (as you read on my post from Jenna)... I'm sure there are some in Canada.... or maybe you'll have to make a trip to the sates!! Talk about the ultimate GAL trip: traveling to another country just for some ice cream- LOL!!