111, please get some help.
I have lost many friends to suicide, and I promise, PROMISE you that things will get better in time. It just takes time.
Suicide is such a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You may not feel it is temporary right now and believe me I understand, but it does get easier.


"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack."
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