This is the first time I post for you. I feel your pain. We all here understand what you are saying and feeling.
Things might look hopeless, but like others here are saying, you will see things differently.
If you go outside NOW, the sun is shining, there are simple, beautiful things out there. Fresh air. Take deep breaths and just enjoy those things.
YOU ARE LOVABLE. LIVE IS WORTH LIVING. Some proof? Your dogs, your mom, and even what you have right now - a bunch of strangers, who are showing you that we care, because we are human too, and understand pain and suffering.
How amazing is it that we have the capacity of reaching out and bonding with perfect strangers that we will never meet. Yet, if you let them, they will be there for you because YOU ARE WORTH IT.
How ridiculously simple - life is full of little amazing things - they are free, they are there NOW, for you.
Please reach out, get help - we will continue being here for you!
(((((hugs)))))
Me & H: 44 D7, D6, S3 Together: 20y, M: 17y EA: 11/13/10, Sep: 12/23/10 EA becomes PA: Spring 2011 H filed for D: 09/06/12 D Negotiating began 2/15 OW seemingly gone on 3/15 Still negotiating D
