I don't think it matters anymore. I don't want the m to be over, but it's out of my hands now. She does not love me. She borderline hates me. I can see it all i er her. Things continue to happen every week or two. It's over. Too much has happened and I cannot take anymore. I think that has been whats shes wanted the whole time. It's unhealthy. I don't want to give up, but there comes a point where you have to. I appreciate everyone's help. This is the hardest decision I've ever made. DB'ing at this point is hopeless. I don't know how to get over this, but it's time to let go and start healing.
