Your dog needs you! Your mum loves you and needs you. Call her and talk.
As Grmpy said, Get outside and around people. If you are being treated for depression there must be someone to call and get you through this.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss