why did he fall in love with you in the first place?
B/C you are lovable and capable of giving love. If you truly "blew it" b/c of some unresolved insecurities
that's another reason to get help.
But HE loved you for a reason--many reasons.
Don't lose sight of those. They still exist under all your pain.
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016