See this is the problem GM, I don't think this is a temp solution anymore.
In my younger years, learning to deal with depression, I a really good at seeing through the fog.
This is the first time in my life where the other side is clearer than the present.
The other side doens't hold hope or possibility. It only shows my failure at being a good human being to a person who loved me from the bottom of his heart. It shows me a life that I really don't want anymore. I wish I could bestow my good health on someone who wants to live and die for that person.
