Just wanted to echo everyone's sentiments here. I had a suicidal stage many years ago, but if I'd gone through with it, I'd have missed so much in life that means so much to me now. It's SO HARD to see through the pain, but like everything else in life, it's only temporary. There WILL be brighter days. If you can't see this, please find someone who can help lift the fog.
You must take care of yourself, and it sounds like the best way for you to do that right now is to find someone to talk to. Go to a church, call a hotline, just don't sit by yourself with these thoughts. Please.
Me: 31 W: 28 M: almost 6 T: 10.5 S2 Bomb#1: 05/11 Bomb#2: 11/11 S'd: 11/28/11 Moved back in: 12/28/11 MC: 06/28/12
