Four Weeks Till D-Day

[Grmpy_Mnky]

I'll tell you I have had those same thoughts during this process. Get outside and do something!! Someday, I promise, you will look back on this from a VERY good place. When I had those thoughts I was bolstered by the folks here, the fact that spouse is another person and my happiness is not contigent upon their approval of me, and the simplest thing as corny as it sounds - get outside in what I call the "resource". There you will have no distractions or reminders. You see the trees, the birds, squirells etc...they do not care what is going on in our sitchs and they are doing their thing despite what we have. That to me, is always very comforting seeing entropy and nature in action. Simple beauty there that is uncomplicated by our drama. Suicide is a permanent solution to a TEMPORARY problem.

You will look back on this very painful time some day and you will be glad you did not take the easy way out. Nobody, I repeat, nobody is worth you sacrificing all you have or will ever have. Get outside!!

Ray