there is another man involved, perhaps not physically yet as he lives in California and she in Maryland but i saw a text from her to him saying "did you read about my crazy dream last night? see what you are doing to me already?"
there's this horrible sinking feeling in my stomach even relating those words. everything i've read says she's either been planning to do this for a long time, which she says she hasn't, or there is another person involved which, now, is clear.
...and i have no idea why i would want to try to fix this or stay with someone like her....yet i do.
