Yes KD. I realized today I am not even remotely close to being detached :-( I mean not even close KD.
1/2 my problem right now is I have my own business and it doesn't keep me busy enough. It is brutal. I took today off because I watched my D3 because W was sick. So basically something as small as this puts me backwards.
Typically on a day like today I would pick my D up from house with clothes for the weekend for both kids. Grab S from school (with daughter) and have a great weekend. No interaction at all. She wouldn't even see son.
Didn't go that way today. Had to go there early with D and then D didn't want to go to school for pickup. I picked S up and then had to go back to house. D didn't want to come with me at 1st. Had to listen to W say if she doesn't want to go (sleep over) leave her here. I said nothing (in my head I'm thinking no FN way its my weekend and miss sleeping next to my kids badly)
I'm struggling on what things are in the best interest in my M and how to detach. I read every day. Including the bible.
I know there are things that need to change during this S to create more of detach. AKA do I really need to put son on bus everyday etc.
On a positive note. I started my first GAL mission. I'm planning a golf weekend with a very good friend to Myrtle Beach. It might be as early as next week!
