Thank you KG.... i needed to hear that today...he has been texting me since last night asking how im doing and then today how is your day going....I have not responded at all and its hard. I want to move on and I feel like he is keeping me from doing that by his cute little text ....Im better when I just ignore them, but then i start to question...
but really? How is my day? well lets see, My truck wouldnt start this morning, i dropped your son off at school with no breakfast and no lunch money and then cried all the way to work feeling like a failure as a mom, i have a 15 day shut off notice from my gas and electric company, a quarter tank of gas and 12 bucks in my account....how the hell is your day jack a##....????? you could say, "Since you asked, gas & electric are getting cut off, $12 in account and no food for son this morning or for lunch. School denied free lunches this year. The truck didn't start this am. Don't worry, I ask nothing of you. Just wanted to be polite & answer you."
I probably would feel compelled to tell him this. As long as you expect nothing from him you won't be disappointed. And unless he's totally over the edge, he'll feel shame. I don't know if that will get you anywhere -shame's a weird thing-but he ought to know this stuff regardless.
I dont say it to him because he doesnt care, ive asked for help before...3 xs to be exact and he never comes through...so there is not point. He says my lawyer is a b#*ch...well good!!...shes fighting for me and my son and thats what i want her to be!!! This is not the man i married but it sure is the man im going to divorce... I love this^^^ line...
and ill pray for him every night that he can live with the decisions he has made.
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
