Thanks everyone, I am gonna win the war on my health. Anyone out there with a similar war should look into the biz wig diet. Dr's don't recognize diet as a treatment cause they can't gauge results or that us patients will follow it, but mine told me about it and I followed while on chemo and I am doing great!
As for w, well its been 2 weeks since she has seen the kids. I have to go away this weekend for work, so my parents are taking the kids. My mom called w and left her a msg that the kids were at her house and she could see them for her weekend visit there. We will see if she will show up.
Ss14 and s8 apparantly called w and left her a mag that they would share a room and she could have a room all to herself. They did that without telling me. If d8 hadn't let it slip, I probably wouldn't know.
Kml, I don't know that any women would except ttheir partner to be spending 2 hrs twice aweek alone with their ex in a car and their ex spending 8hrs a week in their home and also every other weekend. Especially when that time is the only free time they have for each other. I kinda put my stbxw ahead of her, and I totally understand why it wasn't accepted.
Me, I'm back to time with the kids, spending time with friends and at lodge. I'm pretty busy. I'm having time really focusing on what I want. I'm asking myself constantly and I can't find the answers.
Anyone with some insite as to push through this mental block I have with myself about w?
