Ces- thanks for reminding me to do these things for myself, with no expectation of a reaction from H. Even though I tell myself that it's all for me and what makes me feel better, I'd be lying to myself if I said that there wasn't *hope* for a reaction.

I've moved into an 80/20 (myself/his reaction) state of mind, which im proud of considering that 2 months ago- it was 100% him.
I'm still working towards 100% me!!


M-31, H-31
T-9, M-7
S-6, s-20mth
sep 8/1/11
ILYNILWY 11/29/11
Creating separation papers.
Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12
H moves out 1.20.12