waiting for the tides to change

[BFloat]

Bad timing. H showed up and then my mom showed up 2 seconds later. So I just gave him the forms.. Signed and then said bye. H greeted my mom saying "hi mom". I didn't hear what she said. It was awkward.. But at least it was quick.

In a way, I feel relieved that the mortgage is renewed because everything was so up in the air. At least now I'll know what the payments will be and can figure out whether the kids and I will be able to afford to stay here. I don't feel so "in limbo". Sigh.