waiting for the tides to change

[BFloat]

H emailed saying he wanted to come by tonight or tomorrow morning at S's school for me to sign mortgage renewal forms. I answered that i would prefer tonight. S has had a lot of emotional breakdowns these past couple of days and I worry that him seeing H in the morning and them him leaving would upset him more. I told this to H but he didn't seem to care for details.

I really just want to smack him! I have the forms ready and just want him to come get the papers and then just leave. I just don't want to cry!!!