"I've completely let go of what I can't control and I've even been playing around with letting go of what I CAN control. I want to let fate take it's course I guess."
I need to work on this ^^^^^!! I've heard everyone say it's so liberating to just let go, and only focus on controlling yourself.... I would LOVE to feel this weight lifted!! I just can't seem to figure out how to DO it- any ideas??
I literally mantra stuff to myself. Various, but mostly just "I can't control this, whatever will be will be. And I wwill be fine. And I practice on mundane stuff. Like.... if my bus is late...will I make my connecting bus? That sort of stuff used to have me constantly checking my watch and cursing every light that we would have to stop at. (silly I know...) But I find that just repeating my mantra for that sort of stuff helps.. lol
How are you doing today?? Still snowed in?? I've seen you posting on other's posts today...but what's going with you??
no, not too much snow and nothing exciting to report. Just keeping on keeping on. II guess even tho it would be nice to have some good news to post, thats pretty unlikely, but at least I don't ahve BAD news to report! lol
