W told me she is done & doesn't love me anymore-P2

[Snowman]

I know its the nature of the beast unfortunately. My W is not being quite that mean as you describe above but still I think what she has asked for is ridiculous. My W hired some rookie L that I'm sure is hungry to pay his law school bills and made many mistakes in the documents according to my L who has been at this for a while. I at least feel that my lawyer wants for the best for both because he encourage me to work on things if my W was open to it a month ago and is pushing for mediation even though her L sounded pushing in the email my L forwarded me. Her L sounds just cut throat and filed papers after my W was not sure what she was doing.

This all just [censored] and I'm back to having problems sleeping at night on top of my 2.5 year old S refusing to stay in bed when he wakes up at night. Oh the joys of life. I have to admit my vacation in March is sorely needed as I'm just plain wore out.

I'm probably going to end up short selling my upside down house when this is all done. This is all too much fun.

Why do people think D is the answer. All it causes is stress, anger, resentment, loss of income, grief, and on and on. I'm reading the book How to improve your marriage without talking about it. It like it so far and will continue to read even though my is ending because I want to continue to improve.

I got a new "Big Boy Bed" for my son so when I get him back we will see how that goes.

I got mail from my W which was copies of more papers telling us about the required classes we have to take for the D. Add that to the list.