I know that drowning feeling. I felt it yesterday. But surprisingly, I feel much better today. It's a continual roller coaster.
I don't have advice to offer (I'm a mess) but I just wanted to post to let you know I'm following your sitch and want to provide support for you wherever i can.
Take care
Me:38.. H:33. Two beautiful kids S:6 D:3 M:8.. together for 11. Bomb dropped:10/17/11 Separated:11/07/11