Oh Purg..hugs to you! So sorry you're having a rough night. I can relate to not having many friends, and the few that I have I don't see very often and they don't know what's going on. I consider people in this community friends even though I don't know anyone's names, never met anyone in person and don't know what anyone look like. But that's all irrelevant. I have received so much good advise here, more than one would get from a "good" friend.
Is there a meet up group in your area that you could join? I know it's a shot in the dark, but you never know what kind of people you may meet.
