Thank you KG.... i needed to hear that today...he has been texting me since last night asking how im doing and then today how is your day going....I have not responded at all and its hard. I want to move on and I feel like he is keeping me from doing that by his cute little text ....Im better when I just ignore them, but then i start to question...
but really? How is my day? well lets see, My truck wouldnt start this morning, i dropped your son off at school with no breakfast and no lunch money and then cried all the way to work feeling like a failure as a mom, i have a 15 day shut off notice from my gas and electric company, a quarter tank of gas and 12 bucks in my account....how the hell is your day jack a##....?????
I dont say it to him because he doesnt care, ive asked for help before...3 xs to be exact and he never comes through...so there is not point. He says my lawyer is a b#*ch...well good!!...shes fighting for me and my son and thats what i want her to be!!!
This is not the man i married but it sure is the man im going to divorce...and ill pray for him every night that he can live with the decisions he has made.
Me:48 H:42 M: 18 yrs. S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H D bomb: 9/9/11 OW confirmed 10/30/11 D papers filed 11/01/11 S15 S21(Special needs) S28
Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...
