Poker face and voice not my strong suit. I was never good at theatre.

I know what you mean by not knowing how to turn it off. I'm trying to redirect my focus.. Keep myself distracted.. And yet everything brings me back to my present situation. Ugh.

I have been praying a lot more these days. Trying to really turn my marriage over to God as 25 suggested to you. It is really hard not to obsess!


Me:38.. H:33.
Two beautiful kids S:6 D:3
M:8.. together for 11.
Bomb dropped:10/17/11
Separated:11/07/11