Wow, so now I sit here in full blown anxiety mode, thinking that I have screwed up again with the curt response... She hasn't responded to my response note, and I'm sure she's not going to, and then I have no idea when I will hear from her again.

And despite all of my best efforts I simply cannot make these feelings stop. Frustratingly gutwrenching does not even begin to fully describe how rough this all is. I was feeling a bit of self control and then pops up this note in my inbox...

Maybe I should send her another note and say I was in a meeting and rushed with a response and ask her how she's doing? Probably not though right, all she mentioned was related to the transaction so I certainly fully answered her question... I appreciate any and all of you folks insights and feel for each and every one of you...


me 38
W 30
T 3
M in 05/2010
Separated 08/2011
Stephchildren (all hers) SS17, SS12, SD8
I filed 8/27, she countered I filed response 9/5
Anxiously waiting on the judge!