YES! I *want* to learn how to do this "new me". I'm already saving up for the workshop. Wednesday and Thursday are my nights off from the kids, so I have time tonight to GAL. I'm really looking forward to going back to the church tonight- I know what you mean about 'turning to Him more on this stich than ever before'.... I REALLY want to turn everything over and get this obsessing weight off my chest! But *wanting* to do it and *actually* doing it are 2 different things.

I don't disagree with you that I'm obsessing, and I don't disagree that it's not productive or healthy..... still don't know how to turn it off! I still have to tell myself, conscienceley(sp?), not to ask questions and not to let him see that I'm bothered by not knowing.... Even if I can make myself not ask, I haven't mastered my poker face (or voice.)


M-31, H-31
T-9, M-7
S-6, s-20mth
sep 8/1/11
ILYNILWY 11/29/11
Creating separation papers.
Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12
H moves out 1.20.12