It's not pathetic! It's beyond hard adjusting from being able to know whatever you want about your S to knowing that it isn't your business anymore. Remember that what you do or where you're at isn't his business anymore, either.
M & H 25 T 9 D 7 S 4 Bomb 11/11 Confused about feelings for me. Bomb 12/11 ILYBNILWY, moved out 2-1-12 We're exclusive & dating each other. 3-4-12 H moved back in. 3-31-12 I deserve better. I'm done