I'd guess you want her in your life, otherwise you wouldn't be here.
What did you do with the great advice you received on your original thread from July?
Did you use the time your fiancee gave you wisely?
You mentioned in your original thread that you have the DB/DR books. Have you read them in their entirety?
Sorry for all of the questions. Just looking for more information on how YOU want to move forward, so we are better equipped to help you.
Peace
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa