Together since we were 15...Part 2

[Jenna333]

I don't know what to think! As soon as he realized that I didn't want to talk about the R and that I was firm with my boundaries, he automatically assumed that I was sleeping with someone else. I didn't confirm nor deny it because 1, it is not his business, and 2, if he doesn't wake up and come home, me being with others WILL happen someday. It was such a change to have HIM follow me around and beg ME for answers. He said he worried that he made a mistake by leaving. He told me he misses a lot about our R, but that there's a lot he doesn't miss. I said same here! I said I don't want the old R back either.

BUT he is not home. What does that say? He said he needed to know the answer in order to move on. I told him that I have learned through this process that answers don't help you to move on. That's relying on someone else. You need to rely on yoursself.