Purg so proud of you!! You really had some struggles today and some down moments but you didnt let them keep you down - you just dusted off and stayed on the right path. That is really the way to go.
Can you redecorate or rearrange the furniture at little? Maybe throw a painting party? Since you are gonna be in the house at least till he gets back might as well make it feel more comfy.
H will be surprised at the changes whether he comes back or not.
Ideas for being at home with kids all day: 1. knitting (I personally cant stand it, but many of my friends love it and you get a feeling of accomplishment) 2. Baking (kiddos love to help & make a mess) 3. guitar playing (I am doing this now & I am terrible but maybe one day...)
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13