I know how you feel about the house. This was the first home H and I bought and we had talked about living here a few more years before upgrading to a different place.
Everywhere I turn there is a memory. H's stuff is everywhere. The bedroom is incredibly hard because I see the big empty bed. I also feel as though I've been left to hold the bag and pick up all the pieces.
I have anxiety being here and it's so wrong because it's my home.
Deep breaths. I'm glad you have a chance to go away. It will be really good for you.
If I win the lotto, I am going to go on an awesome fun trip and I'm taking you with me!
Me:38.. H:33. Two beautiful kids S:6 D:3 M:8.. together for 11. Bomb dropped:10/17/11 Separated:11/07/11