25 - just wanted to add what I just thought as I was walking around my workplace.
Nine months of post bomb existance sounds like a lot and can feel like a lot, but in terms of what my W is going through its not a lot of time. And for my reaction to all of this its also not a lot of time.
Both of us are coming back to earth with newfound awareness after going through so much shell shock. I actually feel like we are at the very beginning of a healing path so I don't feel the panicky, self preservation driven need for an answer today that I originally felt when the nuke went off.
