baking- that's a great idea! My son doesn't have the patience for it, but I think it would be something good for *me* to do smile

Im being zen, I'm being zen....well, trying.

Meanwhile, I got a text from OW saying: 'thank you, perg.' (i left her b-day present in her mailbox since I couldn't ever figure out how to get it to D16 so she should give it to her.) I didn't respond.

I have this sudden overwhelming feeling that everything is falling apart; It feels like H is attaching himself to *that* family, and wanting to include my boys with it! It appears that exBFF has no interest in trying to salvage my friendship with her, that H's 'friendship' is much more important to her.... I am being left behind in the gutter while they get to go on with one big happy f-ing family!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!


M-31, H-31
T-9, M-7
S-6, s-20mth
sep 8/1/11
ILYNILWY 11/29/11
Creating separation papers.
Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12
H moves out 1.20.12