What do I do next? Part 3

[luvhurts49]

Well it's been 3 weeks since I've last been on here and not much has changed. Was ordered to mediation and that failed and now waiting to proceed to the next step.

My W keeps telling me that one day I'll thank her for leaving, but it just pisses me off every time she says it. It's like saying, you'll thank me one day for cutting off your arm...yea gee, thanks.

Had a argument over wanting to switch a day with our kids so I could go do something special with them. She wanted to swap a whole weekend because she wants to watch the superbowl. It's amazing how someone can complain for years about my insistence on watching football while she herself has never shown the lease bit of interest in it, but now all of a sudden she wants to watch football??? (and it's more than just watching the superbowl...she's been watching other football games as well). It just ticks me off.

Let's see, what else? She is still very argumentative and moody. She will complain about something or make comments about thing that I didn't even say or do, yet it's still my fault. Then later, it's all miss nicey nice and please and thank you's. Not to mention the little hand on my shoulder thing or putting her hand on my side when dropping off our youngest in the mornings.

Ya know, it would just be nice if crap would just be one way. You wanna be a cold hearted b***h, then be one. If you wanna be sweet and nice, then let's get this stuff figured out so we can make our M better. I can't continue with the back and forth, mean and then nice crap that she's been feeding me for the last 5 months. I am just simply tired of it. I love my W and I love my kids, but this whole thing is tearing me apart and I know that it's not even close to being over.