I had my S last night. It was a fairly routine evening. We went out and got haircuts, had dinner, and just hung out played Wii before bedtime.
This morning, the temperature was 33 degrees, so I got on the bike and rode 8.6 miles. The temperature must've dropped because there were parts of the park I ride through that were starting to ice up. Good thing I was watching for it.
I have been feeling a low level anxiety that comes and goes today. Since I haven't been as ambivalent about my situation lately, I'll occasionally think of what it would look like if my W wanted to come back. I have mixed feelings about it. It would be absolutely fantastic if she would want to come back and put in the hard work on our M. However, if she wanted to come back and expect it just to "work out" on its own, it is not something I'd want. I still don't want a D, but I definitely don't want to return back to what it was before. It's also a BIG assumption - she hasn't given anything close to an indicator that she wants to come back. After all, she just moved to a new apartment. It's just thoughts that cross my mind from time to time.
