Indecision and the affair continues (Part 2)

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I am still here! H knows I met this other guy and hasn't slept or reacted well. I am traveling for work for a couple days and H is with the kids. He is saying how sad he is about the impact on them. But, still isn't saying he will give up the A.

If anything, I feel like I am ok whichever way this goes. I feel like I am seeing H start to crack a bit. I still feel like I need to see a major change in him to know I would want to work on things.