Too bad you're across the country from me! I'm in NV.

It's funny, because J always thought the same thing about me. It's always been true on the inside. But I lived with severe anxiety since I was a child. I have always been strong and capable deep down, but lived my life in fear. It's HUGE that I'm enrolled in a career path, have a job lined up, have an apartment lined up. I'm letting out the girl that I held down my entire life. I think J, though he can't deny my changes, is having a hard time believing that I don't need him for certain things. I did for almost 9 years, after all. I don't think he ever thought I'd do any of this.

Skydiving?! You are nuts! Ha! Hope you have a blast. I can see that as being symbolic smile This does feel like free falling, in a way, but you can also control yourself in this.

M & H 25
T 9
D 7
S 4
Bomb 11/11 Confused about feelings for me.
Bomb 12/11 ILYBNILWY, moved out
2-1-12 We're exclusive & dating each other.
3-4-12 H moved back in.
3-31-12 I deserve better. I'm done