BF- thanks for checking in on me.... I know what a rough time you're going through right now.

I had considered taking the baby, and I guess it's still an option. My reason for going with out any kids was so that I could focus on myself and process through these emotions..... something I haven't been able to do because of daily responsibilities. And if I take the baby, I'm taking my responsibilities with me.

This is the hardest thing to work out in my head: I feel like Im abandoning them and running away from responsibilities.... even though this is not my motivation, I'm afraid it's how it will be perceived. If I could find a compromise that would meet my emotional need right now- I would jump all over it!


M-31, H-31
T-9, M-7
S-6, s-20mth
sep 8/1/11
ILYNILWY 11/29/11
Creating separation papers.
Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12
H moves out 1.20.12