I am in no position to offer any input as I am a complete mess! But I will say..
OMG! WTH?
"Why do I continue to put myself through this??!!! He is so determined to go through with the D- every word he says to me reminds me of this- why can't I just let go and move on?? Every bone in my body says that this isn't over yet... but every action from him says that it is!"
I think this is what I'm going through too.
Deep breaths. Thats about all I can offer . But I'm keeping up to date w/ your sitch! That's gotta count for something .
Was taking the baby with you an option?
Me:38.. H:33. Two beautiful kids S:6 D:3 M:8.. together for 11. Bomb dropped:10/17/11 Separated:11/07/11