H is coming home on Wednesday, unless something happens. I don't know why he bothers. He is relatively comfortable on the other side of Canada. He shows no interest in being here when he is here. Even D19 seemed disinterested in her father coming home when I told her. What is the point ... he's still got jet lag from China and it will be worse when he gets to the west coast. He'll just end up sleeping on the couch all weekend, or working the rest of the time (D19's words, but I agree). I am so not looking forward to this homecoming.
I dreamt the other day that he said, "I do love you ... I'm just messed up." Then I woke up. I don't remember the rest of the dream except that there was more. I am happily detaching, and not caring what his problem is anymore. I have my own issues that I am working on, and succeeded in correcting a lot. Such as my impatience, and quick to anger. He has not made any changes, that I am aware of. He still whines about work, but won't change his environment. Still complains about how tired he is. I'm sure he is, but again, no move to change his environment. He works for himself, and he can get contracts/projects closer to home.
I wonder how long he'll home this time.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim
