Hang in there. Its really hard not to obssess about OW. Even when everything is over and done. I am already in piecing but ZI still struggle with trying not to look at xOW's FB myself!
It really helps though not to.
So your H is still at home. Has he decided that he wants to leave or file a D yet? Or does he still seem udecided about that? My H used to keep on telling me that we were done and wantd to separate, but I told him he had to do it himeslf, and if he wanted, I preferred an outright D rather than separation where he could have his cake and eat it too.
In the end, once the EA blew over, things started to get better, and now we are in piecing.
I do believe that, especially when there are kids, the WAW doesn't really want to seem to be the bad guy.
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go
