Honestly Kaffe... It hurts like crazy... I'm not the WAS that is indifferent, uncaring and bitter. I'm the WAS that wished to God it would have been great.

I tried like heck. Did all the loving things, GAL, everything.

Her EA was in Oct. 2010 and in Nov. 2011 she told me she still thinks of him, wasn't sure about us and asked me to give her space.

Add to that no real affection from her, no LL given. No real appreciation for what I do for her.

And that was it for me... I've pulled away...

But I am morning the loss of my family and the pain for me is still deep.

Sorry for the Hijack Harrier. I'll start a thread at some point soon.

M: 42 - W: 41 - M: 18 - T: 23 - D:16 S:14
EA - July 2010
NC w/EA - Nov 2010
Piecing - Jan 2011
I ask for div - Jan 2012
Div papers filed - Mar 2012
I move out - July 2012
Divorce final - Nov 7, 2012