DB'ing is sooooo hard (part 2)

[BklynMom]

Even though I am a native New Yorker I am not a Giants fan. My H is a huge Pats fan (he is from a small city just north of Boston). I have been routing against the Pats all season but now I believe its in my best interest for them to win.

""In reality I feel like I'm leading dual lives. The surface one, and the inner one. The inner one is so intense right now, but I keep it to myself. People can be standing right next to me and not know that I am going through the biggest trial by fire I have ever known,""

This really spoke to me. My close friends & family know about my sitch but so many of the people I interact with on a daily basis do not. When I am chit chatting with the neighbor about the weather I have this internal dialogue saying "if they only knew that my H walked out on us"

I have come to appreciate the good days more then ever. I too pray for the patience to keep going for our M and for our children