hello lady,
sorry to hear you were a little down, but I think that is par for the course for what you are going through. You seem to be making good progress, but sometimes will have a little down day.

This weekend I had a great time, got to spend time with my family at my brothers place in Pennsy, cold, about 0 degrees every morning, but we got alot of good physical work done, cut wood, shoveled snow in the driveway, outdoors most of the day, sitting by the fire each night having a cold beer and talking about old time. One of my younger brothers is being deployed to Afghan next month, this was our goodbye get together with him, so,bittersweet. I was feeling great last night, this morning, a little down, nothing compared to the depths of depression a couple of mos ago, but not as good as I have been feeling, but I attribute this to not sleeping well last night.

So, bottom line, we will have these days, but we are making progress, and I can tell you are moving along at a healthy pace, keep it up!


m 54
XW 48
m 12
t 14
bomb 6-11
s 10-11
wife moved to other state 10-21-11
d 9-12

O GOD THY SEA IS SO GREAT AND MY BOAT IS SO SMALL!